allivictoria

I almost forgot.

My ex boyfriend from high school called me the other day. 

He was drunk and belligerent, and I hadn’t heard from him for a while. 

I liked it that way though. I like to keep the bad breakups in my past. I can’t be friends with ex’s. I won’t even try.

Anyway, he asked how I was (loudly) and I said I was fine- not really disclosing much. I’ve learned from the past that hanging up doesn’t really work with this one. He calls back, and calls back, and calls back- then calls my house. So I entertained him, until he tired himself out.

Before he did though, he said something that I try not to think about. He said how funny it was that we didn’t know each other anymore. He asked if it felt odd not knowing him like I did, because I knew him better than anyone- but that was then.

It doesn’t, because I prefer him out of my life and as a matter of fact, I’d prefer if he didn’t even call. But, it did make me think about all the people that I used to be close to. There are some people that I knew in and out back then, and now I couldn’t tell you the first thing about them. 

It’s hard to imagine moving on from the people who are in my life now. It’s even harder to imagine preferring them out of my life, rather than in it.  Which is why I don’t like to think about it. I don’t like to think that the people who I know more than I know myself now, might very well be strangers to me sometime down the road.

bnnylicious asked: &^%$@#QWSACSg @ the Facebook question. I am kind of disappointed pero bueno LMFAO

It’s so pathetic right?

Come on. How much of a loser do you have to be? We can all tell. I spoke to like 6 other people who think the exact same thing. Pathetic, bro.