Things I have yet to do, but feel I will do in the (near) future.
- Lock my keys in the car
- Fall and chip a tooth
- Threaten someone with a broken bottle
Things I have yet to do, but feel I will do in the (near) future.
Things I hate about myself #1I lose something everyday. In the past moth, I have misplaced hundreds of dollars worth of jewelry (especially left earrings), electronics, hair accessories, pens/notebooks, purses, and God knows what else. The thing is, I’m completely aware that I’m about to lose something when I do. I try so hard to remember where I’m about to put it, that I forget. Then I start to put things in absurd locations, like inside of Tupperware, or empty Arizona bottles thinking that there isn’t a way in hell that I’ll forget putting something there. The flaw in this ridiculous ritual, is that I have too many little places to store shit. I can’t keep track of them all- so the whole thing is pointless, and I’m an asshole. A broke asshole who has gone through 4 iPods, 3 pairs of the same earrings, etc etc… Just saying,So many people have come in and out of my life- and that’s how it happens. People change, people grow up, and some people just don’t. It’s life and that’s all there is to it. If you were ever a big part of my life, if I ever loved you, or cared for you -you’ll never catch me bad mouthing you on a regular basis because we aren’t close anymore. I hate hearing people constantly talk about their ex’s, or people they were close friends with. “He’s this, she’s that” all the time. I may have some negative things to say about you because after all, we did fall out for a reason- but ultimately, you aren’t part of my life anymore and there’s no need to talk about it all the time. I may have a story to tell- but nothing that the person doesn’t already know. If I didn’t think you were ugly, ignorant, pathetic, etc then, and those things aren’t the reason why we aren’t cool anymore- I don’t have shit to say about you now. That’s not me. 
Addicted. Watching the third episode On Demand right now. Crack. Dying my hair tomorrow with Melanie.Black and Blue-black. Twinsies. BUT, before I do. Any other color suggestions? Obviously not blond, don’t be stupid. AND NOT GREY, ERIC. Hm? 
Arizona > Any soda. ;) Tuesday.Went exactly like this so far:
Finally.So after about a thousand pills, two weeks of bed rest, and a million steamy showers later- I feel so much better. I’m ready to ditch the sweats, bro. Comfy was starting to just feel nasty. I’m still not comfortable with visiting my Godson yet though, the last thing I want to do is get him sick. His mother would cut me. If you ever want to completely distroy me, give me the flu.My voice is slowly coming back to me- I haven’t been taking the antibiotics, so it’s a much longer process than it should be. I can’t stand taking those extra-large pills, for real, I just can’t do it. Hopefully next week I’ll feel strong enough to go back to the gym and back into my old routine. I need some kind of routine besides school- or I’ll feel completely lost. Honestly though, being sick just messed everything up. I don’t feel like doing a thing besides staying in bed. Then my sleeping/eating pattern is thrown off- day becomes night, up becomes down and then I just go back to sleep. I cut my nails as inspiration to sit at the piano again (can’t stand that clicking sound when I had the claws). It hasn’t worked. I’m giving my self until Monday to be lazy as hell, then it’s on.
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