February 20, 2010

If you ever want to completely distroy me, give me the flu.

My voice is slowly coming back to me- I haven’t been taking the antibiotics, so it’s a much longer process than it should be. I can’t stand taking those extra-large pills, for real, I just can’t do it.

Hopefully next week I’ll feel strong enough to go back to the gym and back into my old routine. I need some kind of routine besides school- or I’ll feel completely lost. Honestly though, being sick just messed everything up. I don’t feel like doing a thing besides staying in bed. Then my sleeping/eating pattern is thrown off- day becomes night, up becomes down and then I just go back to sleep.

I cut my nails as inspiration to sit at the piano again (can’t stand that clicking sound when I had the claws). It hasn’t worked.

I’m giving my self until Monday to be lazy as hell, then it’s on.